Moments♥
Thursday
It's just moments away from my 21st.
I am feeling rather calm actually
even after plenty of years hopefully for this to happen
Unforunately
i am unable to review the 21 things i should remember for
the first 21 years of my life.
soon. soon.
special thanks to people who accompany me lately
tri tri for making cupcakes
jocelyn for phone calls and helping me with the nails
as of the nails and lipstick are jessica and evelyn
well ver. almost clubbing soon.
and sweet jieying's replies
plenty and plenty of thanks from all.
of coz i havent received any phonecalls
or birthday greetings yet.
yes. i look hideous now.
and still the midst of cupcaking. -_-"
woo.
thanks baby. really.
the day has yet to start and
i am feeling.
there is something going on.
for example.
where is my camera charger?
How we all live in the same world♥
Monday
We are live and breath the same type of air
We all live to see the same sun and moon
We all live to have our bones,heart and soul grow
We are all standing on the same type of soil
For now, at least we managed to speak the same language
hear the same sounds on the streets
sat on vehicles that would move by itself
live in concrete walls
How could we be any different?
How could there be so much difference?
Decision♥
Friday
Stop pushing me around.
I can decide what I want to do
at when I would like to carry out these decisions
Big Step♥
Wednesday
i am not at a crossroad now
i no longer have two paths to choose from
a big leap or a jump is wad i am going to take
jyjy. really need to jyjy..
jus 9 more days
a week and a little more
what is this feeling in my heart
so mixed up
finally
i have been waiting for this day
with anger
with hatred
with childishness
it is here
the day i turn 21...
are you looking forward to it?
fucking pissed.♥
Sunday
fucking.
this word as said is violent
and incredibly rude and impolite
i am fucking pissed
pissed just right about third thing
in the morning
it pisses the shit out of me
arghghjhhhhhhghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghghgh
LISTEN.♥
Friday
I DON WAN TO TALK ABOUT IT
are you curious in wad i have to say
and concern at the same time
or did u not listen carefully to those words
I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT
means
I DO NOT WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT
Struggle♥
Thursday
i've never feel so unsafe before
but it's the time i should be strong
i will do what it is necessary to make sure
my family is safe from harm
i will do everything it takes
to keep it in place
A home with its surroundings
suddenly lost its sense of security
how am i going to feel
what i can feel
i
will
jump
too.
Race right off the cliff
Heartmeter: im feeling purple~
Clay Ler
21
17th October
I am quite the devil at times- Teasing, Stubborn and Sharp-tongued.
I enjoy spending quiet moments at home in my room just watching shows with my trusty laptop!
I ♥ hanging out with my besties, buddies and cliques.
The people around me help make me feel more alive and generally very happy.
I am pretty much a night person which includes nightlife.
I ♥ to drink and dance in a club even though the people there may not have the same interest as I have but the uglier the side they show, I believe makes nightlife more real than anywhere else in the world.
I daydream when I travel in the car while I stare at the roads,buildings,trees and clouds.
I forget to reply smses all the time and remember only the most unimportant things.
I believe I am very laidback, gets emo when stressed and have no sense of urgency about 99.999% of the time!
I am very verbal about how I feel and tend to speak in a way that might offend others without an intention to do so.
(I really can go on.. =.=)
i would rather be hated for who i am,
than to be loved for who i am not
click HERE if you hate me(:
cause i dont want you here too!
Get Out before you disgust yourself.=P
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i
will
jump
too.
With you im back again
i
will
jump
too.
We will fall together
i
will
jump
too.