I see what you are doing, poaching my ♥ away.

cause if you jump,

this night is all we've got

♥

Tuesday

Yes.

I can tell your priority isnt me.

♥

Friday

i still havent slept

everytime such a thing happen

it has always got to do with things i am not contented in life

i sure know what they are

♥

there is always so many things you would wan to do

for me. plenty.

but many thati hope would happen

then again, i suppose tt's life

the way how you can never have it your way

i wan to pamper myself

go for a weekend shopping spree in bangkok

take a full weekend beach tanning with no worries

there's always things you cant have

some things are meant working towards

do you think u love me enough to know what's best for me?

are you thinking tt way?

♥

Wednesday

i hope you are really happy

and i wish u will blog more.

♥

Saturday

i tot you would be proud of me

i never chose anyone to tell it to when it happened

i tot you're on my side

but instead of your strong silent stand on my side

you questioned me

not everything has a perfect answer

♥

Friday

it's only times like this that you know who are some of your friends

it doesnt matter if people stick around or not anymore

it only matters if things never change

no matter how far the person is from you

but tt look in your eyes totally betrayed yourself

the chats about how you will not neglect your friends

when you are attached

look me in the eye

i will tell you all the bullshit

♥

Wednesday

where is this partygirl?

whats with the no rowdy crowds?

well, yes.

i am finally becoming proper,am i?

it looks like i am shaving out my attitudes

but it looks like every time it happens

jus like batman and all the stupid movies

heros have to make comebacks

i am no hero

whether there's a comeback or not

it seriously is none of your business

and tt's the message i am bringing across

to all the pretenders of the world outside me

♥

Tuesday

i cant seem to sleep...

the things on my mind...

will slowly kill me..

♥

Ever lost touch,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say,'Hi'

You'd better slow down.

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

yes the music wont last

cause i cannot seem to move myself

my limbs

my soul

why.

just why am i like this now

♥

Sunday

it has certainly became true to me

that there is lesser and lesser people you can trust in this world

that people may not understand your urgency

even when you understand theirs

yes, everyone is different and unique

but the same sense of trust just doesnt live between what

we so called friends

i still believe those that are still around me

i have so much in me that i cant tell anyone right now

i have so much i cant even tell you

you

you.

you..

because no one will react to it the way i do

♥

Friday

this is absolutely a busy weekend that i might just love

may many weekends be like this!

♥

Thursday

you just took a look at my newest favourite phone, just have no idea if it will ever
see it in sg. but seriously, i absolutely love this.this is my dream phone. god..

♥

Wednesday

i've been a little crazy lately

of coz when tt happens

i am thinking of changing my blog address too

as usual right

some things just never changes huh?

i cant seem to wait for season 2 in october

so i am going to do all i can to absorb all the vampire knight i can now

argh!!

♥

Monday

been so crazy over vampire knight to the biggest extent

the biggest animes in my life is NANA and Vampire Knight

no doubt about that

but seriously

does details about me always give others such good news

i no longer know who i trust except for the people

that i already trust

so stop it already, those so-called friends

i had enough of what i see and hear

cause i noe what i see and hear would never be wrong

friends with motives, even the slightest

are not friends at all

for me,most like foes

♥

Sunday

i am not in favour of it

i am not taking any fucking excuses there is to stop me for feeling this way

take it from me

know me well and know me good

know the real me

and hear it as you should

i dun take insensitivity from anyone

give it a go at the real me

and see for yourself

i am nice and i will be

only after i know that you are not fishing details out of me

♥

Thursday

I am that white piece of blank paper

Now I am not

I want to be that paper

Because you want me to be

But I am not

As much as Anyone would want to

I am just not

Between us, everything i say is wrong,selfish and insensitive.

I've got no say anymore

i will jump too.