there's a difference from 'want to' and 'have to'

there's a difference from 'just is happening' and 'attending to'

i am sorry my emotions got the better of me

i am jus been moody, grumbly and many other emotions at one time

i really dun understand things that you want to understand and yet dun tell me about

i want to understand, but look at this

i dunno and i am expecting to understand

you give me a vicious cycle of silence

i cant understand that

i really cant