just what exactly do i want to hear?

i dunwan to hear things that would not happen

i am listening

but instead just in the middle of the supposedly promise you made to me

i refused

i think why i refused

because of the kind of expectation that i hold

this isnt just the kind of life

i get it

your life is on a roll

i'm not stopping you but the least

can you just stop dropping last minute bombs on me?