i think i did a pretty good job

since all i wish was for you to be happy

i shouldnt mind what u said

for i myself know what is the truth

i am no where near second place

and i guess i would never be

you think you will never know is

i tried really hard this time round

all we have is jus a friendship like this

one that makes me cry so hard

feels so hurt

and will not try again

at times like this, i really wonder

which i rather not

anyway, happy birthday, big girl

i will no longer protect you

nor be the first to hear your sorrows

nor be the first to advice you on your life

i am feeling just so not worth it anymore

i have to walk away

now