basically, i've been working towards short term goals and still havent reached some of the long term ones

now it's starting to make me angry

yes i am

i am the angst kid in the family for all the right reasons

the unreasonable one for being the youngest

and the rebellious one because i couldnt follow in my sister's steps

i walk mine

i messed it up

all over again and walk

i dunno really i don't

yes i chose to wan to yearn for understanding

thinking others will probably know me better than myself

the truth is

i try to deny that

i am the only one who understands myself

and amen to that